When Did This Go Wrong
Here I sit at 6 am, the sun is rising(its funny I can't remember the last time that I saw a sunrise) the birds are chirping, and I didn't sleep at all last night.
It was the first night in 13 years that I have slept apart from him.
Thursday night he came home and we had the "talk" the one where he tells me that he cant love me anymore and that he cant understand why because I have been so wonderful to him. It hurts so bad I can barely breathe. I tried so hard to make him happy, I love him more than all the stars in the sky.
We married young, started a family young, lived half of our lives together, were eachothers first, we were best friends, lovers. what happened.
Does he feel cheated out of life? He tells me that I am wonderful and that his issue is with himself he doesn't understand why he cant love me. why cant he love me. I prayed and prayed to God to open up his heart. I could sense him pulling away from me.