My dear, darling husband died of lung cancer 18 days after being diagnosed. We were married for nearly 50 years we met at 19, I do not know how to live without him. I loved him so much, we were both happy together we did not need friends. We were totally involved with each other, unlike some long marriages we were not indifferent to each other. The pain of his death is overwhelming, it is physical, I find it difficult to walk and talk, I have never endured such pain before, the road ahead of me is going to be so very hard and I would like die now, as my life has lost it's purpose. I am so unhappy the grief is so much more than I could ever have imagined.
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70+, F
1 Response Aug 15, 2014

Again such a testimonial to what love and marriage can be..