I Am An Outsider In My Family.

A dog would get better treatment that I have gotten, My father is an alcoholic and my mother is co-depend ant, talk about dysfunctional. My mother was always more a friend than a parent she use to buy me cigarettes at the age of 12 and I would tell her everything including when i was going to be with a guy for the first time, she never told me it was wrong its like she didn't want to deal with me. My father told me he didn't want me because I was a girl and he would spend most of his time calling me names and being disgusted with me.My mother cheated on him when I was 11 and he found out I knew he blamed me for setting her up and kicked me out, I slept in the garage for two nights. I could go on and on. I ha vent spoken to them is a long time I have children of my own, they could care less about their grandchildren.

shelly69 shelly69
31-35
4 Responses Feb 15, 2009

I havent been on here in such a long time thank you all for your encouragement and understanding I appreciate your support I know I have never been alone in this but sometimes in our weakest times we all feel that way.

I havent been on here in such a long time thank you all for your encouragement and understanding I appreciate your support I know I have never been alone in this but sometimes in our weakest times we all feel that way.

Hello there,<br />
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Wondering if you want to have a talk? I'm with no parents at all, both my parents had affairs on each other. I'm glad you are talking. I hope we can be friends. Calvin

Our stories are similar shelley69, I 've had no contact with my family for 30 years- different reasons- and they have never even met my children.<br />
What can I say, life goes on and I hope you are able to find peace with the past, it's not easy.