Why Did I ?

I had the friend anyone would have wanted and that was a very close friend and I one day few of my friends said ask her out and yet to this day I regret it. We were best friends for 9 Years straight from 2000 to 2009. I could see it in 2009 I blew it. The Going out was slowing down, The phone calls was slowing down, then in DEC 2009 when I said Merry Christmas I got an sms reply saying It's best if we no more longer friends. There was no reason she just said it's not you it's me. I'm On my period now. but I can guarantee u its because I asked her out.
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31-35, M
Jan 7, 2013