Hmm "walking After Midnight" Aye

2:40am this morning I went walking... out along the flowing creek. I find answers I seek in these moments.. about my life, where I'm going, what I should do. The streetlights, the sounds, the animals stirring, give me answers... I hear the wind, nature calling me... I didn't much like the answer I got...but I know it's the right one, the best one. I asked a question... just threw it out there for the universe/god to hear.... and as I was heading back home trudging up that muddy hill... I saw a red traffic light...It stopped me in my tracks. I said "Should I stay or should I go?" As soon as the question left my lips the traffic light turned green, screaming GO at me!!! That's all I needed to know. These signs....are magnificent and they are all around us if we take time to listen and notice.

It is now... 8:15 in the morning and the sun is rising... and when the sun rises, I set. I'm not fond of the sunlight..or daytime in general. I'm a night person..stuck in a day world. My internal body clock..is naturally set on nocturnal, I can't help it. I've always been this way. It's mostly why I ended up dropping out of school, because I'd be up until the wee hours of the morning and have to get up a few hour later. I've always worked shifts around "my schedule". I am who I am..and I am definitely NOCTURNAL.

 

Nighty night

QueenOfConvenience QueenOfConvenience
22-25, F
Mar 16, 2010