I have been wanting to do something for over a year, haven`t done it because am too terrified. If i do it, im almost sure it might ruin my life because of something called karma. but if i don`t i don`t think i will ever be happy. If i do it, i am going to hurt too many people i love, yet i will be relieved, that`s why im scared it`s gonna come back at me. I have already experienced karma, i have paid for what i have done.
What do you do when you know you don`t deserve happiness at all????