Im Not a Good Person At All!

I have been wanting to do something for over a year, haven`t done it because am too terrified. If i do it, im almost sure it might ruin my life because of something called karma. but if i don`t i don`t think i will ever be happy. If i do it, i am going to hurt too many people i love, yet i will be relieved, that`s why im scared it`s gonna come back at me. I have already experienced karma, i have paid for what i have done.

What do you do when you know you don`t deserve happiness at all????

cozy cozy
18-21, F
1 Response Mar 12, 2009

I have reading your experience and i agree with you! I usually read about Karma and many people are afraid to take an action because their heart stop this action. However in a situation of very old using instinct to do an action but it must be said there is a danger in this, because the instinct is a reflex action of your soul! I read a book on the soul and gave me a tremendous inner strenght to face all situation, even those that seem more complicated!<br />