Akward Much?

I don't drink, and I'm not a drug user. Okay so I've smoked pot, but that's not a big deal, it was medical. I don't like crowds, nor do I like loud music, so I guess I just wouldn't fit in at a party. I've always felt awkward, even going to a birthday party.

LylaRocks LylaRocks
26-30, F
2 Responses Mar 11, 2010

Maybe you should smoke pot... you don't really think about what your doing when you are using... be an outgoing and exiting person, GEEZ!!

I'm not big on crowds, either. What do you mean by medical use? <br />
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I do often feel awkward, but I feel it's something I need to keep working on - putting myself in awkward situations as against running away. Sometimes it doesn't seem to be getting less awkward, but the alternative of complete withdrawal just seems too lonely, or like giving up.<br />
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I seem to be making a few friends lately and the "crowds" I am in are starting to get a little larger.<br />
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Is this awkwardness a problem for you?