My Death

I've had to come to terms with things before by myself, But something good that came out of my childhood was my mothers honesty about life. I've always known that people die and that its a part of life. I don't know if theres anything after life or what it might be but whatever it is, is.

I hope I do not die slowly, grusomely or painfully, but then again whatever comes, comes, Its not like the pain or fear will last forever. Maybe the pain is showing strength, maybe I'll be succussful at the end of it. I know iam succussful in my own mind and have a good heart but I do not know what a higher power may want from me. Maybe this is what it wants, maybe not, I refuise to let myself be bothered.

MushroomFaerie148 MushroomFaerie148
26-30, F
2 Responses Mar 3, 2010

this story helps me. thankyou

i like your last line.. ..shows your character.. ^ᴥ^ <br />
..i admire you..