Being Apart Helps

Is that bad?

I like to stay away from him cause then I don't witness him checking his phone and glancing through his emails.

But I actually think this is mentally affecting me. 

Not today, but two days before I woke up crying.

I wake up sad and angry at him.

I know I will get better, but I hate having to think about  to completely take out something from my life that I have been doing forever!

I know I can do this.

Thank you both for the good advice.

I hope over time I will be proud to say I am mellow and quite calm about my murderous jealousy and resentment :D

mewchocolate1 mewchocolate1
18-21, F
Feb 10, 2010