This world has taken away my innocence but I still want certain people to believe that I have some innocence left even though that is not necessarily true. Some of friends and a lot of my family (thankfully) don't know that I drink alcohol, go to clubs and go to house parties that have alcohol. I certainly don't want my family to find out about that. When I am drinking with the select few of my friends that know about that side of me I like to see how much alcohol I can take before I start acting out of character. I have seen it happen many times in movies where drunk people do things that they normally wouldn't. Some times I want to give the façade that I am drunk and try something with one of my friends and see if they catch on that I am actually drunk or just putting on a façade. But then I think about how they will view me after that night is over and reality sets in.
Culinaryman23 Culinaryman23
26-30, M
Aug 16, 2014