Trapped In A Home, Alone With The World.

I close the door so I don't hear then laughing down the hall
can't understand but it hurts to know they don't want me at all
To many times I've joined the fun just to be sent out again
Don't get what's so wrong with me my family can't be my friends

To soon it's time to say goodbye and it's tearing me apart
I know he can't see the tears through tinted windows of his car
When Dad's gone I put the poem that I wrote him down in pen
Can't understand why families leaving me alone again

Can't take the shame, I walk away
the sky is pouring hard

The rain's-a comin' down and I don't care anymore
pain that asks for bloods left red and shattered on the floor
hope-less broken mirror reflects scars and shows the score
Things that matter but can't matter in the way they did before
It can't matter doesn't matter and I don't care anymore

Silence is my defense against there disapproving words
It's a silence just like lying I don't say why there words don't hurt
Another families come my way who wants to put me first
The world wont have it but we'll fight till the world knows our worth

We had nothing but each other to loose but we finally lost that to
With empty hands the world claimed all the love that brought us through
With nothing left to give and nothing left to give into
I pick up my guitar say I'll put my nothing to some use

I ask god if your there whats wrong with me
And the sky starts pourin' hard

The rain's-a comin' down and I don't care anymore
pain that asks for bloods left red and shattered on the floor
hope-less broken mirror reflects scars and shows the score
Things that matter but can't matter in the way they did before
It can't matter doesn't matter and I don't care anymore

The sky pours harder harder then it ever has before
hurt pieces of me fall like rain and shatter on the floor
uncaring voices of the world drown out my distress call
I throw my hands up in surrender as the rain begins to fall

Oh-oh the rain's-a comin' down and I don't care anymore
pain that asks for bloods left red and scattered on the floor
hope-less broken mirror reflects a me I am no more
things that matter just can't matter in the ways I thought before
harder harder rain is fallin' and I don't care anymore
FoxGearGirl FoxGearGirl
18-21, F
May 6, 2012