Oh Well

I don't really feel bad about it. I have grown constantly more irritated at them. It might be an age thing, but it seriously feels like this might be a real thing, it doesn't make me sad. I am gay, I won't tell them. They don't support. I've gone over this wayyyyyy too many times. For god's sake I am a lot closer to my counselor that i've never met, except on the phone than these people. I have told him way more about my life than my family knows. However I don't hate my family. My family isn't bad, this just isn't the place for me, but I have promised myself, that even though I am growing apart from them. If I became rich, I'd give money to them, because my family has always not been the richest ever, not poor, but not wealthy. So thats it. when I graduate highschool I'm done here. I really am not close to these people. I can constantly feel myself walking away from them.

I don't feel bad about it.

I am not selfish either, because if I had resources believe me I'd give them some, cause I don't hate my family, I'm just not attached to them.

Theres nothing more I can say...
confessionstotell confessionstotell
13-15, M
May 16, 2012