I Hope Not

I want to be a good person but I get so depressed. I ignore people. I hate them. All they see is my OCD, which apparently I hide behind. I want to love but when I do I care to much, and I get anxious for those I love, so instead I hate. But I want to be brave and I don't want to be evil.
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13-15, F
Sep 25, 2012