Not Just Yet

I am not giving up on life yet.. I still have a little fight left in me. I can't go out like this, it isn't even an honorable way to die. I refuse to die because I am weak. I am going to to fight no matter how tough it may seem, I cant give up.

I am always going to have dreams, but I have the common sense to know that they will never become true. But if those damn dreams keep me going then I will always chase them mother *******.

Everyone from the hood saying they don't have love for me no more, well I just don't give a **** anymore. Love me or you can hate me, it won't make me nor will it break me. 

I am telling you facebook is the ******* devil... I look on there and it seems like everyone and their baby momma has something to say about me.. It gets me down at times but then again I can't let it hurt me anymore.. I can't let them win anymore. This time around I will fight harder and that's a mother ******* promise..
imperfectbeauty imperfectbeauty
18-21, F
1 Response Dec 6, 2012

You are so right. I understand exactly how u feel. Like you took the words off my heart. I read your Oh so oh so in love story first which i also can strongly relate to but was so relieved to see this one.dont ever just say **** it keep pushing we know its not good but hey this just what we doing right now if they not there to help support you tell em **** off.