Doormat Is Better Off Than Me

So i love this girl a lot ....lik crazy .....I loved her like mad ...2 years back too...but she broke off with me , saying she is more mature and stable in life.....now after a dead marriage ......i find her again and ..yes i still  love her .....But this time around ....am a masters student ...trying to find a foot of my own .....she loves me too ...but one incident created a lot of problem between us ......She saw me chatting with some ex colleagues of me .(i told those gals , they were sexy,i gave kisses, shared about my Gf's story and past ) ....she thinks i was flirting with them and looking for sympathy......Shes very dominating .....but i feel yes i did make a mistake sharing her past  and talking indecently ....but otherwise I was just fooling around ......anyways ..after this incdent am in the passangers seat ...she calls the shot ..she threatens of leavung me ....yes financially supports me ......asks me to move in with her .....i dunno ....overall am not sure wheer we are heading ...? Very clearly she says our relationship is an arrangement and not arelationship anymore coz of that incident .......I dont say anything about hr dumping me 2 years backk.......total relationship time 4 years and more........any advice? thx

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26-30, M
Feb 15, 2009