Wow, where do i begin? it's been 8 years now and I don't know where my life went. I don't even know who I am anymore. It's like I gave up on anything ever getting better. I was young, vibrant and beautiful! I was very independent and successful. And now, I feel old, tired and not so attractive plus financially deprived. What happened? Is it the man I married? Can someone can really cause you to turn for the worse or is it just me. I couldn't dare tell any of my friends or family....they just wouldn't understand. I.ve been holding a lot inside of me for a long time. He means well, "I think?" Never finishing what he starts makes me so upset. They are projects that I can not finish, so I can't even help him get it done. I 've been living like this for 8 years now...if it's not one thing it's another. I've tried couciling, I've tried talking, pleading, praying, arguing, even said I would leave. I can't live like this anymore, can someone help me, please?? We all sleep in one bedroom house that is not finished. Always trying to save a penny.Then he wonders why I am so stressed all the time. I feel like my life has fell apart and I don't know how to fix it. I can't seem to pull it together to get a job or get myself healthy again. I truly feel this man Of mine ruined my life!!!! I'm really not a blamer by any means but This one has me beat!!!