Rosie, please explain what you mean when you say, you live in fornication. To me it means consensual sex with a married man, I think all sex are consensual, aren't they. So what are you really saying:
no...really! i am trying to change ways and live by gods laws. i don't want to be in a realtionship you put sooo much and there is a hole in the bottom. all for nothing! i live in fornication