2009 - 2010 No Damn God Has Answered My Request

In 2009 I was weighing = 195 lbs (On Average) and wanted to lose 40 lbs. In 2010 just stayed at 195 lbs to 200 lbs and now ... December Wednesday 1, 2010: I am: 205 lbsangry  I have tried a pre-suppose ... Prayer ... (If you do Exist ... [GOD} ... please prove yourself and make me happier by loosing my weight to 155 lbs?) in 2009 and 2010.

Really am getting what I want?  18 Months at: 195 lbs or 200 lbs. And I haven't much at all been making that: 155 lbs range so desired.

I'm 5' 9", if anyone wants to know that.

And what is being put in our Foods?  Several things has me concerned:  Increased Appetite and a Fattening compounds.

With and from all this that I want to say about some ... [GOD} ... I Hate ... {IT!}!  Doesn't get my Respect for this nonsense!  angry
ChakraSolipsismMGP ChakraSolipsismMGP
56-60, M
1 Response Dec 1, 2010

Have you ever thought deeper and more about what you just said? I was just talking about what I'm trying to do about what I do in my own helping of myself. I push and nothing moves, is not to say I don't help myself. Where would that extra help to push something come from? (Hint in what I try to say.).