I Want Out...

The bible states there are only 2 ways for which you should leave a marriage...
1 is Adultery
2 is Desertion.

I have been married for 13 years, to a good man, father and army veteran.
I have an 11 year old son who loves us both dearly.

I was not "in love" with my husband when I married him. He was a "rebound" relationship. I knew he was a good person, and my hope was to fall in love with him as time went on.

We do not have a physical nor an emotional connection. I haven't had sex in over a year. We don't kiss, don't hold hands, or say I love you. We are roommates, splitting bills and raising our son.

We went to counseling about 4 years ago, to no avail.

He feels different towards me than I do him...He is in love with me and wants to make it work.

We are total opposites. I am 44 and want out of the marriage. I feel as though I have "deserted" him both emotionally and physically. I am miserable and thus making him more miserable too. He is getting verbally nasty and that makes my turnoff toward him that much worse.

I HAVE deserted him...should I divorce?
ovrkillswife ovrkillswife
41-45, F
Sep 11, 2012