Sad But True...

I have been lying to myself for about 5 years. I hide / fake my emotions because i dont want to be hurt ar look weak in other eyes.
Once I had a best friend that I can trust no mater what.... But we havent talked for 5 months and we havent seen each other in a year. So I decided to break the bond.... I succeeded with a lot of effort... But now I dont have any friends, because Im different, only he excepted me for who I am. Now my life is hell. I dont know what to do with myself...
Maybe someone can help me figure it out...
BlackRoseDemon BlackRoseDemon
13-15
May 9, 2012