I Was But Now I'm Not

I wanted to spend a nice time with those I care for. I just wanted to do something together...I don't care if I don't even have cake. I just wanted to experience something shared and joyful because they are happy I am in their lives. That I made it through another year here...What made birthdays for me was that everyone was having a good time and everyone was happy we all knew each other...I don't know.

: (

Now I'm not looking forward to tomorrow. I'll just make the most of it as I can. Maybe I should go back and visit the pity party group for a laugh, lol! Aww...that sounds so sad...

Tekkamaki Tekkamaki
31-35
Feb 21, 2009