I can't believe the fact that I am so annoying, demanding, I am control freak, I am temperamental & I can't control my anger!!!!!!! I over react!!!!

I need to change!!!! And I need help from you all, i know is impossible to change over 1night.. I will I will try!!!!

Beautiful character wins all'
And I want to be one,
I want to smile more...
Love myself...
I want to be appreciative
I want to be gentle, patience, understandable, giving in, I want to be lovely....... & learn to take things easy..

Yes!!!!!! I want to be a happy person again.

thank you father for enlighten my mind, thank you for giving me a chance to realize I still can be a change person ,
Thank you Father..

Thank you Lord,

In Jesus name

KittySayHi KittySayHi
31-35, F
3 Responses Aug 20, 2014

I was a very angry person a while ago and lost my temper over almost anything. I would explode with anger, unable to control myself or the words that came out of my mouth. I would break and throw things. The reason I'm telling you this is because I've changed and am still changing. It's a process. Little by little I get better, but there's still a long way to go. I made a commitment to myself and God that I would do all I can to better myself. I didn't want my anger controlling me. I've made a lot of progress, but I tell you that it's not without the help of The Lord. I asked, no I begged Him to show me a better way the next time something makes me angry. It seems like you are on the right track. The first step is awareness. You can become any kind of person that you want as long as you're committed to making the necessary changes.

And you as well! Thank you!

Most people don't want to change unless they see themselv's as being stuck. The first thing you asked for was help to change. You have to ask yourself why do I want to do this. Are you being true to yourself? Don't look for help in other's. We can only give advice in our words or our writings. This is why you have to find this answer in yourself. I really hope this set's you on your path to where you want to go VolatileMe.

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Stop being negative she's asking for help.

I meant help from you all, was exchange experience from one another... And grow from there... Is all about sharing experience..

I am glad u r finding peace. Let me know if it works