He's Gone Again

My boyfriend goes to college seven hours away. It's not that bad, really, when you put it into perspective. But every time he goes away, it feels like I'm left with nothing. He is my everything, he is the best thing in my life right now.

Every time he leaves, I feel like the days can't go fast enough. I want to reach out and see him, talk to him, just to hear his voice and see his face, but he's so busy all the time. We talk on Skype and Facetime and whatever, but it's just not the same. It feels like too often my tears have nowhere to go, and I'm stuck in this room catching and counting every one that falls while I wait for... I don't even know what.

I'm just so not ready to be alone again. I have no one else, and it hurts.
AJKline AJKline
18-21, F
Jan 6, 2013