I Await Deaths Loving Embrace

yeah..I don't mind either.

I feel the same way, but instead, I sometimes wish I would die, I don't mind dying today

i don't fear death either anymore.. In fact, i just wish to be taken away.. Morbid i know, but true..

it was an angel protecting u

Don't be so sure. As of right now, I do not fear death if it were to happen. But when it's something like suicide, it's very scary. Twice I've almost jumped off a bridge [like standing right there] and I couldn't do it because the scariest feeling ever happens right then and there. As I'm about to do it, I feel someone standing right behind me breathing in the creepiest tone ever. And once I step back, it fades away. After those two times, I thought it was just me going crazy. NOPE.

I was home alone, very quiet, So I went to the kitchen to grab a knife and on the walk there, I felt this "thing" in my house. It kept coming closer and closer. I grabbed the knife, sat on my couch, and scratched my wrist a bit. I kept doing it a little more and this feeling kept getting worse and louder. Then I did cut it a little, slow enough to see my own skin burn off from the blades and the feeling was so intense I threw the knife across the room. This feeling slowly left after that.



Idk sorry for the huge story but never be too sure about this. It's really weird.