So I just joke around alot and flirt but with no feelings to it! Well apparently I have some strong feelings for a guy.We are very close and like a best friend thingy relationship, I guess? Anyways I was joking with him that we should go in the freezer and make out! But at the end i said just kidding! Then he said "You won't." So I dragged him in the freezer and it was awkward! I started to laugh and nothing happened! I guess I joke too much or flirt, who knows? Well I was gonna leave because it was a joke but I turned around to hug him and that's when it happened! It was like in slow motion too. He went in for the kill and started to kiss me. He is very strong and he lifted me up and kept kissing me. I surprised myself and kissed him back. I pulled away and it was awkward! After that I wanted more but just ignored it. I kept wondering if he liked me the same way? If this was just a joke? Or was it real? I'm soooo confused but I'll act like everything is ok!