Not As I Am Now

I of course am only saying this to real life females. I am more than capable of being friends online and stuff.

Anyway, it is nothing personal ladies, but I have to be sexually satisfied first. I think it has to be that way for most men. Those men out there who are sexually satisfied are capable of it. SInce I am not sexually satisfied... and I doubt I ever will be. I cannot just be friends with females. I will make that line now. I run into two problems.

The first problem is I am not attracted to you at all. Again this is my libido talking. I think, that if I am going to be around someone I want to be sexually attracted to them. So if I do not want to have sex with you I just lose interest. That is just how worthless I am. I want to be able to at least look at you. So yeah that is the first problem.

The second problem is that I want to have sex with you. I find it torturous to be around females who I want to have sex with. It is easier in groups however I hate it. All I can think about is ******* on/in them. Thus I get distracted by their physical features and have no interest in anything else. They of course sense this... and quickly go away... that can be a good thing that can be a bad thing.

The problem is there is no middle ground for me. You fall on one side of the line or the other. The closer you are to the line the more likely you are to switch sides which makes things even worse. So until I find the cure to the natural repulsion that female have of me. Sorry girls but I am incapable of being friends with you in real life. Well I guess I could be Friend with Benefits... however, that would only apply to one side of the fence. Yup I am pathetic, and need to be culled.
ForgottenMale ForgottenMale
26-30, M
2 Responses Apr 19, 2012

Thank you for being honest. I think you've just answered the question that I was too scared to ask myself.

Glad I could have helped.

I understand you...

I am glad to know someone understands me.

If you need to talk or whatever... I'll be here!