I Am Not Sure I Will Ever Fully Like Myself
i don't think i ever will. through this last year i've realized that maybe i'm not as bad as i used ti think i was before. i've learned even i am not 100% terrible but honestly i still don't like myself. i'm comfortable with who i am in a way but i'm still the most self hating *** you will ever meet. lately i have been hating myself a lot more than before even.,.. i don't know what to think of myself anymore. i honestly doubt what i thought before was true. i don't know what to think anymore. you'll all tell me i'm not as bad as i think but honestly..... i'm probably worse