All That Remains...

This sentence makes me sad. I liked who I was as a kid. I had tons of true friends surrounding me willing to do whatever I said. I was the leader. I walked around, as shy as I am now, and I actually performed in front of crowds. I put on multiple plays and sang solos with the support of my friends and teachers doing it with me. I lived off of the compliments I got, for I was nothing without them at the time. Now I'm just a girl with no friends who's legs buckle and heartbeat quickens when someone tells me to sing to them or when a teacher calls on me in class. Where did the fun go?
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May 17, 2012