Missing You

Where'd you go? I miss you so, seem's like it's been forever....since you've been gone please come back home.

I used to be a funny guy, always smiling and talking, social. At least that's what my parents tell me. Somewhere along the lines something changes. I don't know what it was, or is for that matter. All I know is that I'm not the same anymore. I like being around crowds, and people in general. When it comes to socializing though I seem to be missing something in that category. I'm not scared, I just don't feel the need anymore to ramble about inane babble. Perhaps it's the fact that I'm getting older, wiser. When I was younger, I'd be social but not really care about anyone else around me. Now, I'm not really social but I care about everyone. I give money to homeless when I can, $20, $40 or even $60. I figure they're in a bad spot, have had some bad luck and need to escape for a while. When I used to visit Mexico, I've actually cried at the sight of my countryman suffering, on the street, starving and sick. I wish there was something I could do than, now and always. It's been a while since I've been back, I want to go back again, but this time with a plan. I just miss the caring person I used to be. I'm working to change that. Everyday is a work in progress, always failing, always learning. 
ImToolazyforaWittyUseName ImToolazyforaWittyUseName
31-35, M
1 Response Jul 25, 2012

You've got a big heart, that's for damn sure! I wish everyone could be saddened by the world and see outside of their own living room.