I've Changed

We are all different. Each one of us are unique. This makes sense. Here is the real question however: can we be diffferent from ourselves? Yes, yes we can. If you’re wondering how I know this, it’s because it’s true for me. I’m not the person I used to be. She’s long gone, and she’s never coming back.
Normally when peopl say they’ve changed it’s more then likely for better then for worse. Look at Kelly Clarkson with her song “Stronger”. But changing for the better is for other people. Prettier people. More confident people. Not for me. Most good changes seem to skip me. I’m left with the heartbreak, the pain, the ****. Basically with everything no one else wants. Every. Time.
At an earlier time I was truly happy. No fake smiles were plastered to my face. No humorless laughs came from my mouth. A time before it all happened at once. When life and people weren’t out to get me. When my life still made sense.
So you see, you can be different from yourself, I am.
irishlassy98 irishlassy98
18-21, F
Jan 14, 2013