Who Knew One Thing Would Make Me Go Crazy

I knew that no matter what I decided to do about my unwanted baby I would never be the same, keeping it or getting rid of it. I chose getting rid of it. Now I just feel broken and empty, like I wont ever move on. I won't ever be able to look at another baby and be happy and okay with what I did. Maybe get my tubes tied?? Is that a little irrational? Maybe but how will I feel better again?
Dowhatihave2 Dowhatihave2
18-21, F
May 14, 2012