Drain Bamaged Part 2
I have been through emotional and psychological hell in my life. Constant repetionion of moving ( 78 times) and losing everything I own over and over.
Since the attack and subsequent brain damage I've noticed something. I no longer get depressed for any length of time, or angry. I can feel the emotions initially but they last for less and less time. I'm not sure if it's anew phase of psych disorders/nerve damage or if it is some kind of progressing brain damage. It's not that I can't feel emotion, it just seems I can only feel emotion toward certain stimuli. For instance, beauty makes me cry. Way more than an average person would. If I find something funny, which is rare, i can't stop laughing. I get stuck for up to 1/2 an hour. But negative things barely effect me. I can become irate and sorrowful etc...but it only lasts for a few minutes. I just found out I am probably losing my house and everything in it. I felt a twinge of being upset, then nothing. I'm not even depressed. Apatheitc is'nt really the right word. I'm almost in a good mood. I know it's not normal.
I'm not really looking for "lucky you" type comments. I am hoping someone with greater knowledge than mine might have a clue as to what's going on. Guesses are fine too. I like to know the reasons behind things. If you need more info read my first drain bamaged post in this group.