Different

You know how annoying prejudgement is? Just imagine being prejudged by your own mother. Talk about a living hell. Maybe, I'm just being dramatic since I am only just fifteen years old, but if my mom took a quiz of small things about me (i.e. favorite color, favorite music, favorite things to do) she would fail miserably. Okay, she's not a bad parent. She's just not good at connecting and trying to get to know the people she loves too close. Sure, being a virgo, I'm good at hiding these feelings of lonliness and replacing them as to someone who has no cares or worries in the world, but as you get to know me, you can see the pain, lonliness, and plainness in my eyes. Some think, "Plain? That's not a depressing matter.. She's being over dramatic." I'll be the first to tell you, a boring life is probably the most depressing, and to add on, the worries I have to suffer for being in a "financially unstable" home is unbearable. My poor mom works and works, but barely makes enough money to get us through, and it gets tiring being reminded of that daily and having to worry about tests, friends, and losing your home. Of course, none of my friends know this little secret, but it won't be long before someone finds out. My life is so misunderstood and my mother is constantly telling me I'm overreacting. It's a wonder how she thinks I'm the bad one for not telling her everything. I continue to look for the brighter things, because I'm a spiritual person and know life can be pretty exciting living through God. So please keep me in your prayers.

LegaGee LegaGee
13-15, F
Mar 3, 2010