I am having all kinds of difficulties. I am in pain right now. I am trying to get well. Doctors seem to not know what is causing it or seem like they don't care! I hate not being strong enought to do things myself for myself! People seem to resent me when I ask for help. I had a problem with my walking and fell in public; a lady named Kathleen helped me, prayed with me and comforted me! It is so hard for me to be ill and then when my computer fizzes out "crashes" it is a hard thing for me too. Since I rarely have visitors and I am so depressed. Sorry. I don't really mean to be so negative. That is it! All I have to say!