Sorry

i'm sorry, everything changed.
i'm sorry..since i'm never what everyone expects, i'm not someone i used to be, i've become worse and worse.
i'm sorry, i don't trust anyone easily anymore..
i'm sorry for assuming most things people say are lies..
i'm sorry that i don't try to be someone you all want me to be anymore..
i'm sorry i can't be so kind like i used to be..
i'm sorry if perhaps i've killed some people in my mind so many times..
i'm sorry for my psycho thoughts
i'm so sorry if i seem like i'm just an attention seeker..
i'm so sorry i can't be a friend everybody needs..
i'm so sorry i broke some promises i made..
i'm so sorry for being not good enough in everything..
i'm so sorry for being worthless after all.

-az
HakujitsuSeiten HakujitsuSeiten
18-21, F
Dec 1, 2012