I'm A FailureI am a complete total failure and there is no way for me to change it. I'm to old to do what it'd take.
I did not even graduate high school. I had no vision as to the future and no interests in a career. What I wouldn't give to be young again and have my school years back.
The only job I had with a future I ended up quitting to take care of my sick mother. Went broke and lost my husband over that.
Now I am 52 years old, single with a young son to care for and a sick crippled mother. I have legal problems due to lack of money. I do not own a home or a vechicle. I do not have a driver license because of the legal issues (I've never had a wreck and do not drink or take drugs But because of a couple of bad checks I can not have a license) I also can not get insurance for a vechicle.
Now I do drive without a license. How am I supposed to get grocerys or take my mother to the doctor? there is no one else to do these things for us and we are too far out of town to walk.
My life is over. No way I can over come all this ****. Maybe if I won the lottery and could pay off all the fines and warrents but that won't ever happen. I know my time is limited. I will have to kill myself to keep from spending the rest of it in jail.
This is sure not the way I expected life to be and it was not the way i was raised.
cinch 46-50, F 7 Responses 3 Dec 25, 2010