This Is Not My Utopia.

I'm 18. I know not everything is supposed to be the way we want but...
I am not with the friends I want ( not that I don't like my current friends).
I am not taking exam and graduating with my lifelong friend.
I am not in a school where I was supposed to be.
I am not happy with my family
I am not supposed to be in the streets
Most of all...
I am not in the right state of mind...

I'm supposed to be happy, but I'm I'm a place where my senses are dulled for too long.
KuroBara KuroBara
18-21, F
1 Response May 12, 2012

Just want to encourage you that whenever you are ready, one step at a time can begin a whole different path/direction in your journey.<br />
you sound so sad, which my Mother's heart immediately wants to comfort.<br />
keep on keepin on, joyinthejourney