I am 19 years old and I am not doing anywhere near as well as I thought I would when I moved to my apartment. I have just gone farther downhill each day. But the prob is, I don't know how to fix this. I need to get a job, my vocational counselor said he'd set it up, but hasn't gotten back to me. I need to get back in college, I need a letter from my psychiatrist and he won't write it. And I need anger management even worse than ever. I get angry so easily. In the past, I would never actually hit someone, no matter how mad I got. I have hit my boyfriend several times and I punch the walls and anything I can find that won't break whenever I get the chance. I am afraid of really losing control. But I'm goin to try to work on improvin my life.