I miss the old me
who I used to be.
wide eyed, playful, kind
i even miss how gullible i was
used to see the world so different
used to be so different

I miss the way I spoke, the way I thought, the way I cared
I miss my smile, it was real, it was frequent

Don't get wrong there's nothing wrong with growth
But I don't know who I am anymore

I thought I was kind, whole, thoughtful, fun
I'm none of those things
sitive *****

I used to be happy so young so naive to the real world
I swear I've suffered the biggest wake up call ever since then

I can do nothing right
I thought I cared about people about family, about the goodness of the content of my character
About the things that matter

I don't know who I am
Where I'm going
tostai tostai
22-25, F
3 Responses Aug 30, 2014

What changed you?

I feel the same way

Its called self actualisation. You are becoming more self aware and questioning your values.