I Am Growing.It has been a long road, real long. I have been sad for so long I forgot how to be not be sad. I am still not happy but I refuse to let that ruin my life. I am praying I can keep going forward. I have started to talk more as a real person. Its hard but this change is necassary for me. It has been missing my whole life. I never learned to be social, was to busy trying to stay alive. In order to move forward in my life and make it better I need to learn this. Hey I am its in me. People will enjoy being around me more when I am like this. Hope my boldness doesnt get to be to strong. I say what I think and am very confident with what I can do. Dont want to be cocky. Ill figure it out. Still hard dont be missled by what I say.
However this will not change who I am inside. It will just allow me to be more vocal and social.
wodman1 46-50, M 4 Responses 2 Jun 14, 2010