Two Faced

Two faced is exactly how I feel.  Around my friends, I feel like I have to act fake in order for them to like me.  They don't know the "real me" and I'm pretty sure that they never will.  I have one friend who actually knows and understands the "real me".  It's almost sad that I trust him more than I trust my own parents and family.  It's just that he actually takes the time to talk to me and understand what is going on in my life.  And don't get me wrong, it's not that my parents don't try; I just don't trust them enough to talk to them about my issues.  The same thing applies with my other "friends."  I just really don't trust them.
I have to watch every word I say around some of my "friends."  With more than half of them, I can't talk about drinking.  I don't even feel comfortable with telling them my little crushes and things like that.  Some friends I have....
oliveoil2007 oliveoil2007
18-21, F
1 Response Dec 11, 2007

Its good you have a friend that u can talk too :)<br />
i hope you will be able to be true to yourself and make friends worth meeting the real you :)