i laugh, i smile. i play the game. noone wants to always here the sad n dark thoughts in my head. i scream , i yell when noone is home. it doesnt help. the pain, the rage , the anger n sadness i feel, r still i will just keep plaing pretend, who wants to be around someone like me, not even i do. so like a child playing an actress on tv, i just keep on pretending. even i dont want to be me.
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1 Response Jul 1, 2010

Gosh i wish i didnt know how you feel. but i do. lots of times. lots of times. lots of times. god bless u hope something breaks for you and for me and anyone else feeling like this. :( <3