Who Am I

who am i? i look in the mirror n dont always like what i see. once shineing blue eyes now look dull from the pain. smiles that i forced. tears hidden  away. why do i feel this way? i wish i could erase the pain i feel. escape the darkness that lives inside of me. am not who they think i am. but i dont even know the real me anymore. somewhere all the way i got lost, n i dont think i will ever be found.
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Jul 14, 2010