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I Am Not Who They Think I Am

I Don't Even Know Who I Am

By: MiremebeKamaria
Written on November 19th, 2010
They think I am quiet, that, i'm different, that i'm, an outsider... ok.. so i am all that, but, i don't choose to be.... truth is... I don't even know who i am.. I'm to scared to find out... I... I have wanted help for years.. I wonder, what it would be like to break out of my shell, and face my fears... I'm scared of having friends.. I'm scared of having enemys, i'm scared of love and hate... I hide from everything... I avoid social situations to avoid having people think they might like me and wanna talk to me... I'm scared of myself, my inner workings,.... i've never had the strength to, explore my mind on my own, and it is all still a mystery... I'm scared of who i really am... and i don't even know how to conqure it... so thus, how can i be who anyone thinks i am, if i don't even know myself
By: MiremebeKamaria
Age: 18-21 , Female
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  • ElvenLady
    ElvenLady

    and the beautiful thing is that you can decide who you want to be :)



    Every little truth you find about yourself helps you know who you are at this moment.

    You can help find those truths with quizzes sometimes or horoscope (the personality aspects) but those things aren't the only things that help. All the groups you join on EP also give you a glimpse of who you are and who you want to be.



    There are no time limits and there's no pressure.



    :)

    Jul 13, 2011
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    • ElvenLady
      ElvenLady

      oh, and don't be afraid of yourself. The one person you can count on the most, the one person who should always love you is yourself.

      Jul 13, 2011
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  • thecarer
    thecarer

    you are young and have a life ahead of you,take one step at a time and look at each step and then take it,then next step and before you know it you WILL become a more secure person to use an analygie,at the moment you are the ugly duckling but YOU have the potential to be a bueatiful swan so go for it one small step at a time.

    Nov 20, 2010
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