People Surrounding Me Don't Know Who I Am ActuallyMost of the people saw the outside gestures of me. They don't have any idea about me. I do things what I feel inside so spontinuously, sometimes it fits with the society, n sometimes not. When it fits they conclude I am good girl , coz I want to follow the rules, it's not because I luv to follow " rules " to be a good girl. If I follow any rule it's because I believe that particular. People hav to have the eye to see me. Then only they can understand what I like n what I don't like n why .They have to be very sensitive . But I think most of the people conclude so fast like she/he is smart, cool, or introvert.....always they see the outside of person. They don't hav the time to think deeply.
I think I am memtally lil bit sick. But I can do all the things like " normal " people. I go by my instinct mostly....I mean I like to ..but sometimes I hav to act for the society ...I hate hypocrisy......I also do it sometimes. I felt sorry inside but nobody can understand my felings, they simply laugh at me..
Some of my colleagues told why I think too much,.....just get on with the process n hav fun ..enjoy. life blah..blah..I don't like these advice , I didn't even asked for an advice ....I didn't say these but just smiled at him. They thought I am shy coz I just smiled.......I can tell my perspective, but I know they wouldn't take it seriously n I know they didn't understand. Any way what they conclude about me was true I think........I am shy.
It's like total procedure of ur mathematics n the way of solving the problem was wrong but somehow answer matches with the correct one.
I don't believe there is any freedom of speech. Everyone says you can freely tell your feeling but they r not enough mature to respect other's view.
they are not at all flexible.