Not Entirely Sure Who I Am Now

But, whoever that is, I doubt it is who people percieve me as. Not even my best friends know everything. I am highly secretive and I feel so fake. I have done things that are COMPLETELY out of my character, so I no longer know myself anymore. I never let people know any emotion other than happiness now, so I never let people know I am upset or if I am upset with them. I am so different by myself. I used to never be a different person when alone- always the same.
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1 Response Dec 23, 2011

I understand how you feel. I have found myslef recently feeling the same way but i have realized that if you just come straight out with who you truly are people and friends will begin to feel like they never knew you at all. I think the easiest thing to do would be to slowly incorperate the real you in with the "fake" you. it will make things less sudden and will take time but seems like the best way to handle this.