I Lie To Myself Everyday And To Him
I wake up everymorning a fear of being judge and fear of losing the one person that cares about me. Honestly I am not the person I make myself out to be. I am in love with an old friend and I think I could be more interested in women than men. I try to fight this feeling but I can't no more. I am scared of what my family might say or think and I am terrified about what my fiancée might say or do I live in a shell of fear and play a role of another person.