I'm SorryWhat more to possibly say with that title? This could go on forever of how i'm sorry and why i'm sorry. I've made life hell for you, but I don't know how. What have I done to deserve all this pain? I've tried so hard to make you happy as you try to make me. You know why I'm like this. But you don't try to change it. You just embrace what hurts me and kills me more and more each day. Do you love the pain you give me? Though you're so unconsciouly understanding what this means, but you'll never understand, will you mother? You never cared about me. And what about you father? How do you feel when you tell me that there is reason's people don't care about me? That people don't love me? I need to learn that I can't make everyone happy.
I don't want to bore myself or anyone else with things like this because this could go on forever. So here I lay with these thoughts. I'll just let it go and live in me forever and let you put me through more pain each day.