A Lot More To Me Then Meets The Eye....We all do it, we all judge. I do think though that in terms of what people think I am like and in terms of what I actually am, there is a huge difference.
I always go around with a smile on my face. Things have to be particularly bad for me to be anything but smiley. People would describe me as happy, go lucky and always smiling. However, they don't know it is just a mask. A mask to hide real anxiety, hurt and self doubt. People don't know how lonely I feel and how I crave love in all it's forms. They don't know that I feel like a failure every day and that I wonder if I am worthy enough.
I am not who they think I am.
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