The Real Me

I love writing stories here on EP... most them or just about ALL of them are about sex. This is because I don't really have a person to talk to about this stuff in my life. Sure I have several very dear and near friends and an amazing husband. But hubby already knows about all the sex since he is my partner. My friends are wonderful but when it comes to talking about sex I tend to get uncomfortable afraid they will judge me. I know its insecure, but I can't help it.

So if you have read my past stories you know the very naughty side of me, but not about the rest of me. I don't walk up and down the streets just having sex with my husband. There is so much more about me... so here it is...

I have grown up in the same town my whole life, I haven't got to see the world much due to money and change is a scary thing to me.

As a child, I was the type of kid that always had a couple of real good friends but never a large group of friends. I wasn't popular but I wasn't picked on much, unless you count my older brother who would beat me up. I was always a tomboy. I never understood other girls.. I HATED barbie dolls. Didn't get it, what in the world is fun with playing with a doll and putting clothes on it? who cares.. I would have rather been out in the yard climbing the tree and riding my bike with the boys.

I was always very curious and thought I wanted to try new things. I thought I wanted to be cool and bad. I dabbled in small crime because I was bored, and when I say small crime... I'm talking stealing a bottle of wine cooler from the corner busted for it and learned me lesson. I smoked pot and still do but no one would ever know it.

As a teenager I was very very timid. I had my first boyfriend when I was 14 and he got me pregnant before my 16th birthday. I didn't keep the pregnancy. I know alot of people are against that, but for me, it was the right choice at the time. If I had to go back and decide, I would have done the same thing.

I met my now husband when I was 19, I was dating his best friend and one thing let to another. I am not proud that I cheated on his friend. It was only over a period of a couple of weeks. But I still cheated. Lucky for me it ended being a good thing... my husband and I have been together now for over 18 years.

I have a 10 year old son who I love and raise. I am one of those super moms... I help at the school, cub scouts, all that mommy stuff. My kid thinks the world of me. People on the outside know me as being that quirky silly mom who not afraid to laugh at herself and tends to say too much. They have NO idea what a little freak I can be for my hubby... well... a couple of my friends do. Select information to select people so to speak. Only one of my friends knows it all and thats only because he has inside information.

I talk about my hubby in all my stories so I'm sure you can get the picture of who I am as a lover.

As for what do I do for a living....In High School I discover a passion for flowers. I got my first job at a flower shop when I was 17 have been doing that ever since. I have worked for different shops over the years. Mainly running a retail store and handling peoples private and public celebrated moments. My main focus these days is wedding flowers. I help the Brides have a beautiful day. I enjoy getting to help these girls solve their silly problems and to them.. I am making a difference to their life. It is a very rewarding job.

ok... thats me in a nutshell I guess....
JoeysGoddess JoeysGoddess
36-40, F
2 Responses Nov 25, 2012

your story is great. i think everyone has different sides to them that only certain people see. i totally know what you mean about your friends. mine are the same way. i hope you can continue with the path you are on. it sounds wonderful. everything i want.

Well you said a lot and it makes you so real reading about you and learning things about you.You really are a good quality person always wanting to help other even with silly little things.That say's a lot about you.

Thank you! Thats sweet